I KNOW it’s not just me but something as simple as buttering toast or smearing cream cheese onto a bagel can be extremely frustrating, and I’m guessing other brain injury survivors experience the same frustration.
Doing something which should be simple like tying my shoes can turn an okay day into anger and frustration. There have been times I can tie my shoes easily and other moments I can’t seem to do it right. I know this is something other brain injury survivors experience due to paralysis and I’ve seen them doing the same frustrating exercises during my days in physical rehabilitation but dang, give a dog a bone!
For me personally, when I’ve experienced frustration from struggling to butter a piece of bread or tie my own shoes, it’s sent me down a tunnel of irritation asking myself, why?
Why did this happen to me?
What did I do to deserve this?
After having thoughts like these I started to wonder why I was angry at my brain injury and the effects that came from it?
From that point, I asked myself if I ever fully forgave my brain injury for happening and if I truly let go of the anger and feelings that come with experiencing something so debilitating and life altering?
I still don’t think I’ve fully let go of feeling like a victim and I believe many other brain injury survivors feel the same way. To be honest, I wouldn’t be comfortable with completely letting go of feeling victimized or angry at my brain injury. That anger has given me an incredible drive and an attitude I wear like a cape because nothing can knock me down.
Nowadays when unfortunate things happen to me, I react with the mindset of, I can overcome this, I survived worse.
If a brain aneurysm can’t take me out the game, I’m not sure what can. But then again, I’m trying to do things for a living and for fun which bring me happiness and joy. Life is too precious!
Good idea! I’ve never considered forgiving my brain injury, I just thought it was inevitable and part of God’s plan for me. I always thought forgiveness involved another person you know something tangible, but forgiving my injury itself? I’m excited for this aspect!
Thanks Danielle. When I started to forgive my brain injury it was sort of like telling myself it’s okay. It’s not my fault.
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